excerpts of my life... or something to that effect

i'm posting at: the office
i'm listening to: the radio monitor
i'm feeling: majorly pissed off

oooooh... stupid insensitive prick!!! i hope you rot in hell!!! grrr... a simple "hi! how are you?" would suffice before asking me to do something for you, but NO! you had to barge in the pantry during lunchtime, act important and all, then demand that i do the work that you could've done last week while i was absent... mamatay ka ng dilat, hayup ka!!!

okay, now that i've got that out of the way, i can go on with blogging:

Saturday: like i said, i went to the dentist for my root canal. i got there a few minutes after 3pm, but had to wait for an hour 'coz there were still other patients. when it was my turn, i prepped myself so that i won't feel much pain. after about an hour of drilling, injecting and stuff, we were done for the session. i thought that was it, but my dentist told me that it's not over yet. we still had 3-4 sessions left 'til the whole process was done. man, i really thought that we could do it in one sitting, but i guess not, since i'm not the only patient scheduled that day... oh well. *shrugs* so i went home to an empty house, had dinner, then it started to ache, and boy did it hurt like hell! i was reeling in pain, that i called up my brother to bring over some painkillers 'coz i already drank the last one. [bless my kuya... he's my savior!] in a span of two hours, [it started to ache at around 8pm] i had taken 1000mg of mefenamic acid, but the pain didn't subside til past 2 am. and to make things interesting, the friggin' electricity went out for about an hour or two... oh the agony! i was almost brought to tears with all of that happening...

Sunday: slept late = woke up late. no biggie, since i'm all alone anyways. after having a _really_ late brunch, i did a few chores aroung the house. after that, i watched TV [Futurama marathon that afternoon @ Studio 23] while preparing my dinner. i cooked a real meal [steamed rice + ginisang kalabasa & sitaw] instead of just plain fried stuff... i can't remember the last time i actually cooked... i had loads of fun preparing the ingredients, chopping them up, etc. the food turned out great, and it was delicious. [if i do say so myself. ]

a friend asked me this morning how i felt "living alone". i told her that it was a mix of emotions. i was glad 'coz i can do whatever i want, whenever i want, no one telling me to do this & that, among other things. but then again, i also told her that i was kinda lonely, 'coz i had no one to talk to, to share what my day was like, etc. in a few words: "masayang malungkot".

*random song line* Nobody cares for me... Nobody here needs me... A love to share but, nobody dares... Nobody cares for me... -- Rivermaya - A Love To Share

i'm posting at: the office
i'm listening to: the radio monitor
i'm feeling: okay, atm

i'm baaack @ work! i was absent for the past two days, but i'll get to that in a bit...

Tuesday: after about two weeks of not playing badminton, i got to play again with my friends from work. it was a great feeling to be able to play again. i think my game is improving, but that's just me talking... heheheh! and i don't intend to make a career out of this. but whenever i get to play, i don't slack either. it's like when i play table tennis, i just want to be good at it.

Wednesday: nothing much happened, just did my work for the day, and went straight home. but the traffic wasn't cooperating that night. i got home past 8pm, hungry and tired. that just sux!!!

Thursday: the pain in my first molar tooth had become unbearable so i called in sick and scheduled an appointment with the dentist in the afternoon. i had been taking painkillers since monday night, and it was bearable back then. after what seemed an eternity of waiting, [many patients already waiting when i got there] i found out that it was already infected, and i had to come back to the clinic later for a root canal. *shudder* i hope it doesn't hurt as much as the last time i had my wisdom tooth removed...

Friday: i thought i'd be able to go back to work yesterday, but the on/off fever i was having because of the infected tooth made it impossible. so i just rested at home and watched some pDVDs. [American Wedding, Chasing Papi & Matrix Reloaded] i can still eat normally, but most of the chewing is done on the right part of my mouth, and no hard-to-chew stuff.

and so here i am now, at work, and counting the hours 'til my root canal... waaaaaah!

oh, did i mention i'll be coming home later to an empty house [except for the pet dog & fishes] 'coz the 'rents are going to the province? they'll be accompaying my grandma there and do some stuff to help raise funds for my brother's airfare... care to buy some stuff from me so i can help out?

*random song line* I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile... And she will be loved... She will be loved... -- Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved

sing wit meeh!

Title: Crazy For This Girl
Artist: Evan & Jaron

She rolls the window down
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind

Chorus :
Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
I'm crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night the sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now

[Chorus]

And right now (and right now)
Face to face (face to face)
All my fears (all my fears)
Pushed aside
And right now (and right now)
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with you

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

i'm posting at: the office
i'm listening to: an acoustic compilation
i'm feeling: alright

lesee, what happened during the last time i blogged:

Thursday: i took the day off from work. [not because i went home late... heh! ] something came up at home that needed my presence. it was a family matter, and my dad, bro & i were just preparing for the worst-case scenario... my brother over @ Kuwait got terminated from his job 'coz he was accused of stealing his store manager's cellphone. [like he'd really do that!?! stoopid Arab co-workers!!! ] it just so happened that he was the "new guy", and i also learned that his own cellphone got lost, so all of us were assuming that he just got picked on to take the blame... i feel sorry for my bro 'coz he doesn't deserve to be treated like that... but the weird thing is, if he "really" did steal the cellphone, he should've been reported to the authorities over there and he shoud've been jailed, right? but no, he was just terminated and he's just staying in the accomodations together with his batchmates. even the agency here that sent him there wasn't aware of what happened. it was only when we called them up to inquire as to what happened did they attempt to check... we're still waiting for word btw... we're just hoping he can hang on in there 'til we figure out how we can get him back here safely....

Friday: me & some of my officemates were supposed to have a video night @ my place. but due to some circumstances, we got stuck here in the office. but we still went to my place to have a _really_ late dinner... it was fun though. plus i got to do some "stuff" while waiting here...

Saturday: i was actually "working" that day! hahahaha! i even worked 'til my supposed hours had passed already... anwyay, i didn't really treat what i did as "work" so i didn't mind. plus, since i was going to Makati anyways, i thought i'd do the "work" while passing the time... the reason i was @ Makati? i went there to meet up with my HS friends to discuss our plans for the Reunion next year. still the same peeps showed up, plus some new faces so it's not that bad... we got to cover some of the important stuff, but we'll be having more meetings for sure to keep track of the developments...

Sunday: what else would i do? SLEEP!

*random song line* us only, you and me... wherever you go I will be... just close your eyes and you’ll see... and wherever you go I will be -- Kosheen - All In My Head

i'm posting at: the office
i'm listening to: assorted sounds/noise
i'm feeling: okay, i guess

wtf!?! it's already past 7pm, and i'm still here in the office?!?

there's a valid explanation for that: it means i'm going somewhere tonight with my friends. where we'll go and what we'll do? still kinda up in the air... we're just waiting for our other friend to finish up. so, while waiting, i did some "magic" so i can blog on my workstation... and how!

weeeeeeeeee!!!! i've already put the .swf file i "stole" from our HS Reunion Webby. *points to the link section* j3n9 was kind enough to give me a short tutorial on how to steal the swf file so i can upload it to my own website. but as for the code on how to actually make it appear on my bloggie? well, i "stole" it from our Webby as well... heehehehe!!!! man, it would seem that "stealing" is all i'm good at... tsk²...

honestly, i don't like the direction my life is going through right now... my supposed priorities are all messed up; i haven't been getting "real" rest & relaxation, among other things... i'm lost in this harsh & cruel world, and i feel like i'm just wandering aimlessly towards nothingness... not good, definitely not good...

*random song line* the cities grow, the rivers flow, where you are, i'll never know but i'm still here... if you were right and i was wrong, why are you the one who's gone, and i'm still here? -- Vertical Horizon - I'm Still Here

i'm posting at: the office
i'm listening to: the radio monitor
i'm feeling: great

[it's NOT funny when you've already typed your entry, only to lose it 'coz your connection is being stupid! grrrrr.... now i'd hafta remember what i typed....]

[now i've lost the post i made last week!! agh!!! this current post is supposed to be for today, October 9...] Blogger no baka baka baka!!!! ]

a whole week has passed, and it's only now that i found the time to blog. i've been busy at work [i've actually _done_ some! hah!] and at home [burning cds, downloading stuff, etc.] plus i was being lazy to log on and blog... so there!

can't exactly do a day-to-day recap of the things that transpired during the past week, 'coz i can't remember them. however, i DO remember what i did last weekend: i took a leave from work and spent the whole day over @ Enchanted Kingdom with friends. weeeeeeeeeeeee!!! new attractions [Kart Trak, Xtreme Paintball, 4D] plus the old faves [Space Shuttle, Anchors Away, Rio Grande Rapids, Flying Fiesta, Jungle Log Jam, etc] equals a day of pure fun!!! the best part of it all was: IT'S ALL FREE!!!!! wo0t!!! huuuuuge thankies to Jo² & Jeng... sige na nga, to David na den. [for the company, kse kaming 2 ang freeloaders... go kuya!!! ] although we had a shouting match with the inept bus people before going home, i'd say that all in all, it was a great day! we'll refrain from commuting to & from Enchanted though, unless we want that incident to happen again... woke up the morning after for a lil' trade @ makati, 'coz i had to pick up a replacement cd. after that, i went straight home and resumed my favorite past-time: SLEEP!

my streak of not coming late to the office ended last week, but he lates i've accumulated for this week aren't really that much to worry about... [just by a minute or two each day] i've beaten the buzzer this morning, so i hope things will look up for the rest of the week. plus i got a freebie mocha frap!!! nice way to start the work day... thankies to Bebang! *mwah&hugz* you're a savior...

*random song line* 'coz we've lost it all, nothing lasts forever, i'm sorry i can't be perfect... now it's just too late, and we can't go back, i'm sorry i can't be perfect... -- Perfect - Simple Plan